went to service alone, minutes ago.. totally like it , it's finally clearer.
 

well was listening to my fav. a.r bernard on podcast on my way to church. well suddenly all my dreams n visions sort of bounce back to me,
 

happiness is a choice.
 

crisis is common to people, it's how we have our perspective on the purpose of the crisis that determines how the crisis affects us.
 

not being able to read the word of god much has sort of drawn me further from god due to lack of fresh revelation, tis spirit dryness was good.

 

well in proverbs it says he who faints in the heat of the day his strength is weak. in other words, strength can only be tested in crisis. well i choose to seek God and my own vision means i mus b able to endure such testings.
 

john 15 God breaks up the dead branches and prunes ppl so that they become fruitful, so if i wan to b great in the kog i got to let myself noe that some things others cann but i cannot.  2cor 13 paul said he beat himself lest he imself who teaches others becomes disqualifies for the prize.
 

gg to service today was great though i miss my own service, n it'5 dreadful to go expo and especially alone, but i totally dun regret it. maybe God saw it as a sacrifice haha , i elt his presence strongly, it reminded me why i look forward to gg to church n cg during army, not jus because of my frens but really the touch from God. my one desire, he really never give us up, he never will, lost is where he found me, shattered n frail but his always there. n i'? comforted by it, n all that is good enough reasons for me to stay strong

ride the wings raymond!